And that’s the God’s honest truth!! I’m so tired of being everything for everyone and not doing as much for myself. I’m the ear and shoulder for so many and in being that for others I keep all my crap to myself. Like damn, sometimes I want someone to be a shoulder and a ear for me. I spend so much time being encouraging to folks that I don’t tend to take a lot of my own advice because I’m tired!
I’m good telling folks, “its not that bad, things will get better, count your blessings, look on the bright side, when life hands you lemons. . .” and when I say these things “I truly mean them but I’m tired!
In the process of complaining to me about your life and your problems, you never ask me how EYE AM! You never stop to think that maybe I’m tired of hearing every negative thing you have to say. You never stop to think that maybe your negative shit is bringing me down. You never stop to think that maybe I don’t want to hear you complain. I need a break too!
I’m not saying I won’t listen or that I don’t want to but give me a vacation sometimes. Let me breathe. Let me enjoy being happy for a little bit before you come an usurp all my joy.
I’m tired. . .
If any reading this care compulsive complainer please take some time to think about how your complaining affects the person or people you complain to. And even if they never tell you, they get tired of hearing it sometimes too.