I haven’t been able to sleep lately. I think I got too used to having someone sleep in the bed with me. Now honey has been back in Texas for over a week. Hopefully things will go back to normal for me and my wack ass sleeping habits.
I’m tired of my job. I’m sure I’ve mentioned that before but it’s getting to be really bad. Like I drag ass to get here in the mornings. As soon as I get into the office I have a shitty attitude for most of the morning. My coworkers voices irritate the crap out of me. I play my ipod ALL DAY just to drown them out.
Jasmine has become VERY talkative. She’s been chatty for months but she wakes up talking these days. From the moment she opens her eyes she’s talking. This morning for instance, she opens her eyes and the conversation goes like this:
Jas: Hi mommy!
me: Hi baby
Jas: Mommy, look, my pillow
me: I see it
Jas: I was sleep
Me: I know baby, did you sleep good?
Jas: Mommy I pee pee, I wet. Mommy, my panties? Shoes? Look, my shoes!
(My phone alarm goes off)
Jas: Mommy, your phone! Your phoneee mommyyy, your phoneeeee!
She has also been waking up whiny. Like extra annoying whining. I also can’t take it!
I’m tired of my hair. I wish I could cut it off and start over. I don’t like anything it’s been doing lately. I think it may be time for my yearly braids. That’ll make me leave it alone for a little while.
My Honey’s mom loves me! I think he’s jealous lol. She’s 10 mins from me and he’s in Texas. Did I mention he’s a momma’s boy? In a good way though. I love their relationship.
While he was out here visiting he had to deal with the drama that is his daughters mother! She’s annoying and spiteful. I don’t understand woman who can’t move on. I don’t understand more woman who have men who WANT to be a part of their children’s lives yet keep those men away from the children. Then complain when he gets fed up with fighting about it. Ladies, figure out what the fuck you want from these men. If they don’t want to be with you, move on but don’t hold their relationships with their children hostage because you can’t let go of the past. Its not fair to anyone involved.
I need a vacation from life.
I can’t believe my baby will be 2 in 3 months! That just sounds crazy to me. i figured out what I want to do to celebrate. I want to take her to disneyland. I’m going to do that the weekend before her birthday and the weekend of her birthday I’m going to invite all of her cousins over and we can have cake and ice cream and sing happy birthday to her.A better idea then inviting a bunch of people who won’t even show up right? And it’ll take me a bunch of money. #winning
Jasmine does NOT know how to play at the park. She doesn’t like sand and she hates the swings. IT took her 45 mins of sweeping sand off a bench and kid watching before she was even willing to get on a slide( which she loved!)
She also called a Mexican little girl at the park Dora! the little girl did have that dumb ass Dora haircut so it was an innocent mistake. Don’t want anyone to think Jas is racial profiling *glares at Buddy*
That it’s for now. What you got random?
*yes she did wear those shades the entire time we were at the park, smh*