Exert from Another Relationshop

Hey guys. As you know I’m working on my third book Titled Another Relationship. My eyes are getting better so I’m slowly getting back into writing it. I left an exert some months back and here is another. Hope you enjoy!!

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Benjamin Lewis

HomeTown Records

She wrapped both legs around my waist as I grabbed her by her ass placing her back against the wall. I made her neck and chest my tongues playground as I kissed and nibbled areas I knew would have her begging me not to quit. She dug her nails in my shoulders as I slide her panties to the side sliding two fingers inside of her.

“I knew daddy could get you to hit that high note.” I whispered in her ear as she let out a loud moan.

Monica responded to my text the night before telling me she missed me and wanted to see me again sooner than later. My head almost exploded as I came up with a plan to get to her.

Tonya’s mom called unexpectedly telling her that her father was sick. Her having to leave suddenly would give me more than enough to time to get my Monica fix.

When Tonya made a big deal about me coming with them to Georgia, I purposely created a scene that would allow me a way out of the trip and out of the house for the evening. I always knew what buttons to press to make Tonya do whatever I wanted her to do, she’d do anything for me and at this point, that was a good problem to have.

A part of me felt bad that Tonya’s dad was ill but that other part of me was glad to be away from her again. Monica had become the only woman I wanted to spend time with. Being home with Tonya had become a chore.

“Stop Daddy. . . mmmm stop. You’re gonna make me. . . I don’t wanna. . .” She moaned

“I wanted you too, right here, right now. Do it for daddy.” I whispered and I drove my fingers in and out of her fast and hard. I felt her tighten around them, then the ripple of spasms started. I always loved the way she climaxed. Watching it turned me on. I let her down slowly, smiling at her.

Monica grabbed the hand that she had just made love to and licked the fingers clean. I felt my erection press firmly against my jeans. Monica rolled her tongue around my fingers one last time before she slowly got down on her knees smirking at me as she unbuttoned my pants.

“Ow, it looks like someone is happy to see me.” she said, holding my hard penis in her palm before kissing it.

“Mmm, you have no idea.” I moaned.

Monica knew how to please a man. I didn’t have to teach her a thing. She was completely the opposite of what I thought I wanted in a woman. When I met Tonya she had only been with one other person and only one time. She had to be molded into what I wanted her to be and still she wasn’t down with everything I tried to do sexually. Monica had no rules. She was very sexually adventurous. She was ready and willing any time, any place and that was very attractive to me.

Monica wasn’t ashamed that she had many partners. She once told me that she learned something from each of them. Out of curiosity I asked her what she learned from me.

“I’m the teacher this time.” she replied.

From then on, I was hooked

***

Monica climbed off me adjusting her skirt. I laid there with my pants at my ankles panting.

“I gotta get going Daddy. I’ll hit you up later.” she said applying more red lipstick.

“You better.” I told her, getting myself together.

She placed a soft kiss on my cheek before sashaying to the door. I tilted my head watching her backside as she slid out the studio, winking at me.

I sat down in the engineer’s seat with my head back, a huge grin plastered on my face.

“What am I gonna do with that girl!?” I said aloud.

“Maybe quit fuckin’ her.” I almost spun myself out of the seat turning around to see my boy Jamison standing here, arms folded across his chest.

“Oh shit dude, I didn’t even hear you come in. What up my ni. . .”

“Don’t what up me Franks. What the fuck were you and ol girl doing in here? Got the place smelling like hot funky sex.” He said, waving a hand in front of his nose.

I smiled at the nickname the guys at the label gave me because they said I sign all the money makers and brought in the Franklins.

“Well you know.” I said with a chuckle, extending my fist out to dap him.

“Not happenin’ Bruh. What’s up with that? I saw the two of you getting busy right here on the floor. Anyone could have walked in. You must not like your job.” He laughed.

“It’s not what you think, I really like this girl a lot. I wouldn’t risk getting caught for just anybody.”

“She’s a pretty girl and her body is like damn,” he made an hourglass with his hands,” but you know she does this for a living, right? This is what she does Franks. Soon as she gets them tracks or her rent paid or whatever it is she’s after, she’s on to the dick of the next muthafucker. This is just a job for her. You wanna mess up your life for a bitch who is working you like a 9 to 5?

Franks you have a beautiful, loving wife at home and a little boy who looks up to you. If you don’t want Tonya I know about three or four other dudes waiting to take her off your hands. If I wasn’t married I might be one of them. Think about that before you lose it all man.

And spray some damn Febreeze in here before you leave dude, damn!” He offered the dap he refused earlier before he grabbed the iPad he had come to retrieve.

Jamison was a good guy. He was a few years older and had been married to his wife Yasmin for 13 years. I knew he was coming from a good place, but I wasn’t trying to hear that shit. I had fallen in love with Monica and I was willing to risk it all for her.

***

“I tried calling you a couple of times today. I just wanted you to know we made it safe and we miss you.” Tonya spoke in her usual sweet tone. A voice that usually brought a smile to my face was currently putting me on edge.

“I was busy working. I’m glad you guys are good though.”

There was an awkward silence before she spoke again.

“Ben, I  just wanted to know if we were good. You know, if we’re okay?” She asked hesitantly. I hadn’t spoken to her since the night before she and Junior flew out to Georgia. Spending more quality time with Monica was the only thing on my agenda.

“We’re good Tonya. Life isn’t always gonna be great. We won’t always get along.”

“I know that Ben but something is off. It feels like,” her voice trailed off.”It feels like it did before when I caught you cheating on me.” My throat suddenly felt very dry. Was I caught again? I began to panic a little. I swallowed hard before I spoke.

“I’m not doing anything. I work a lot. I’m tired. Sometimes I don’t want to be bothered. But, I’m not doing anything Tonya, okay?” I hoped my words would convince her enough not to go digging like before. This had been my longest affair, hell my only affair and I couldn’t guarantee that I hadn’t been sloppy. Once I started seeing Monica regularly I opened a new credit card and had the statements sent directly to my work email that Tonya couldn’t have any access to. I  didn’t think I was letting on that I was seeing someone else but, a woman and her intuition are nothing to sneeze at. She could very well be on to me.

“Okay Ben, If you say it’s nothing, then it’s nothing.” she said somberly.

“I say so and I hope you can let this go. Don’t turn this into a thing. I have a busy day tomorrow. I’m going to bed.”

“Okay. I love you.”

“Ditto. Bye”

What’s the Haps

Hey guys!

September has already been a bust month and we’re already halfway through it. This post will be random but you guys are used to that from me already lol.

Jas has been in school since the 25th of August. She enjoys it but she complains that she already knows how to do a lot of the stuff they are teaching. She said, ” It’s too easy.” I’m hoping that these past few weeks are just refreshers to see what they know since her teachers are just getting acquainted with the kids. In the mean time I just compensate at home with harder things to challenger her. She hasn’t got the reading down and she wants to so bad so we’re working on that.

My vision improves daily. I think I’ve already outgrown my current prescription but I’ll have to wait until next month when I have my follow up with the specialist to be sure. Sometimes I see much better without my glasses and that’s never been the case for me.

Speaking of my eyes, since they are better I can get back to writing my third book. I’ve really missed writing and can honestly say I enjoy reading my own story. If I can get back into a groove I can publish by my birthday. It’ll be a nice gift to myself.

My dating has taking an very unexpected turn. I have kind of reconnected with someone I’ve known since I was 19. We aren’t official or anything because that’s just too much too soon but we agreed that we would continue to be friends and see where THIS goes. He makes me smile everyday so I think it’s off to a pretty good start.

So What’s the haps with you guys?

Forever doesn’t last

I got to work and logged onto one of the celeb gossip blogs i read and  ran across a post that included a song by Jazmine Sullivan. First of all I love her voice so much but second, she wrote a song that I feel speaks to me. I’m sure we have all been in relationships that we thought would last forever but forever feel short. My last relationship was one of those. No matter how much love, work and effort I put into it, it wasn’t meant to be.

“Forever doesn’t last too long these days” Jazmine sings on the track and sometimes y’all, it’s the truth. I hope to find forever with someone one day but right now I;m content with loving me.

Listen to the track below if you haven’t heard it. Tell me if you feel it!

https://soundcloud.com/jazminesullivanmusic/jazmine-sullivan-forever-dont-last

I guess I’m Sexy (Krissy Khornicles)

So I mentioned in mu previous post that I had met a new guy. Well that new guy has already gotten the boot. Y’all wanna know why? Well it’s because I’m sexy. Let me explain. . .

When I met this dude he told me numerous times that i was sexy, beautiful. And he was quite attractive so the feeling was mutual. Well fast forward to us having hung out 2 more times and having shared a few smooches ( sue me, I said he was fahn!) his true agenda comes out. This guy wanted me in his bed because I’m sexy!

He called one night this week after 11pm. I’m sleep and so is Jas. I barely missed the call so I called him right back. The conversation went like this.

Him: Hey beautiful, what you doing?
Me: I was sleeping.
Him:Oh so I woke you up?
Me: Yep, what’s up though?
Him: You miss me?
Me: I guess
Him: You wanna see me?
Me: It’s kinda late but I’m up now. Were you out and about or something?
Him: No, but come get me.
*record scratch*
Me: What? I’m not coming to get you. It’s late and my daughter is sleeping.
Him: Yea she’s sleeping so sneak out and come get me.
Me: I dont know what kind of woman you think I am but I’m def not the type who leaves her sleeping child at home to see about a man.
Him: Well get me a cab.
*again, record scratch*
Me: Get your own damn cab!
Him:Oh I see how it is, good night.
And he hung up. . . in my face!

Y’all, I don’t play those type games. Asking me to leave my child alone to come get you is a bit extra but hanging up in my face is so damn disrespectful.

So I text him and tell him how rude he had just been and for him not to treat me like an eff’in booty call because that’s not what this is.

His response was, ” You’re just so sexy, I want to be with you.”

So I guess I’m sexy and that requires being treated like a hooker. Mind=BLOWN!

I asked a guy that I used to date if there was something that I do that gives men the impression that they should have me in their beds. His response,
“It’s your sexiness”

I tell him that I’m not trying to be sexy, I’m not showing a bunch of skin. I’m not doing anything sexy. He says,
“If not anything you do. It just radiates. you walk into a room and it’s noticeable. I’m sorry, you’re just sexy.”

So in conclusion, I’m sexy and that’s not really a great thing for me while navigating this dating thing.